 
I have been run over by life.  Downtrodden again in 
continuity... interference in my life. Life is load 
that makes me wince, cower and heave. A load so heavy 
that I feel as though I may bust.  I struggle against 
It alone, all alone.  
I repeat...  I repeat... 
 It comes at me 
with a vengeance as my wanton disregard 
for assistance continues. No... I will go it 
alone. I must go alone and force my will.  
The distractions mount as I make little progress, 
mired in my self-imposed insanity.  
Deep down in my core, I find a source of light emerging. A dancing 
ebullient jewel flowing light through every ounce of 
my body.  It pierces though the ice I have allowed to 
accumulate around my cold spirit. I invite the light of 
grandeur to wrap my soul in warmth.   
Feels so nice. 
Could it be that an invitation to the light is the 
first step... I must struggle against old habits, history. 
Old habits? No! I will leave them behind. 
I testify my allowance of the light into my life. 
 
Is this the answer? 
I don't want to squander an opportunity....  
Can It be? 
Yes! 
Discipline, devotion, and festive celebration of the 
light.